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You are ... So beautiful ... To me ... My street flooded from rain  August 22, 2018 Thank God Thais are so trustworthy. My ass has been handing them too much money and I haven’t  been schemed on once, that I know of. The best part of Thailand is that when it doesn’t smell like sewer, it smells like delicious home  cooked food. Everything is metal and fluorescent and it makes me love plants so much more. Right now I’m watching a man try to sell sex shows to pedestrians while hookers walk to their jobs  in the nearby soi. My skin is always sweaty and my mind is always on edge. I listen more than I  speak and am continuously amazed by the people I meet: jada, Rick, josh, gabby. Everyone is so  beautiful here, their skin is so colored and my favorite compliment since I’ve gotten here was  someone telling me my skin looked like honey like hers. ​ August 13 ~ Bang Krachao "The Green Lung"

July 9: six senses  Today we saw a Buddha made of Jade And smelled Babas House And ate the softest mango I’ve ever eaten And smelled a plumeria And added vodka to Thai tea (and loved it) And was blessed with holy water from a monk and touched hand painted walls below the surface July 11: sacred flavor If we made eating food a sacred experience we wouldn’t indulge in it as much as we do Wa July 12: post grad I can feel myself coming out of this growth period in which I had no opinion on things. I’ve been unbothered and easy going to the needs of those around me but now feel as if I can check in with my myself and ask, “is this what I really want?” Going forward I can take control of situations that do not negatively impact me in the future because of present moment indifference. Koh Krom Noi sailing from Pattaya July 14: happiness I don’t know which makes me happier: playing with elephants or watching my dad wear sandals and i